friend of mine said: why you should bother bout your image? what people said will always be that way. the thing is you have to remember a truth will always be there for all the stories. another advice is you have to know when to apologize and when you dont have to.

sorry for those who rejected by me with or without intentionally. it just I cant find a way to be with you (no hard feeling) and I can really understand if you hate me, I dont mind. another thing, I am not saying I am the best or even the most beautiful (*vomiting) because I know that I am not (totally not). and there is something you should know too, I wont take someone who belongs to others. never ever! or even jealous with others' crush when I have my own bf. that's crazy.

I am seriously tired with all the rumours but yea, nothing I can do to change it. so, I gotta be who I am with my own life without thinking about other's feeling. there is always a limit for everything. everyone deserves their own life and so do I.

Judge me as a devil, I dont mind. But when you know the truth, everything will not be the same anymore. I will not say anything to people outside there to support myself. sooner or later, you will know by yourself.